Catch and Release.......

I've been thinking a lot about what I have chosen to hold on to and what I have released back into the universe. The major theme of my life right now is knowing what to let go of and what to keep......possessions, relationships, places, dreams, realities. There are times when it is so damn easy to ease my grasp, allowing my finger tips to unfurl and open to the winds of change, and then there are times when I would rather feel the pain of the comfortable rather than let go into the vastness of the unknown. Sometimes, I wish for certainty, in my own life, with my relationships with others, with the universe.......and then I realize that always being certain can eliminate the joy of discovery, not just with life but with the creative process as well. We don't get to have it both ways. Letting go does not mean laying back and being blown around like a late autumn leaf. No sir - it means you let go of the conclusion - moving toward your desires and future with activities that align with your intentions and wishes. In the Alchemist, written by Paulo Coelho, he writes, "when you really want something, the universe conspires to make it happen."

So, in the spirit of the new year, when I am to be letting go of the old and the universe of things that no longer serve me and my evolution as a person and an artist, I will honor the newness of life and the conclusion of my past. I am moving toward something greater than I have been and that is something to look forward to even if I don't know what it is.

Setting my intentions, my desires, and releasing them into the universe one breath, one step at a time.

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Letting Go.......

IMG_2875There is something that I just recently realized about myself and I have to say, I'm a little embarrassed.  If you have known me for any length of time, you already know that I LOVE to touch clay.  Actually, if you have only known me for about 5 minutes, you would clearly get it.  For the past 5 years, since I was first introduced to hand building, I have been obsessed with the process and eventually I became hyper vigilant about getting my work out into the world for others to see.  To see another person connect with my work is a sacred event in my world. Having said that, I have held something back........something that has created an obstacle to my own prosperity.  Sometimes, well most of the time, I fall in love with my work - usually the newest piece is the object of my affection.  This is not to say, that I, above anyone else's eyes, see every flaw in my work.  I sometimes over analyze the mistakes in my work, picking at them like a scab until I create a wound that takes too long to heal.  However, what I have uncovered is the fact that I attach myself to my work too much.  With all the love, thought, care and attention I give to each piece, I have forgotten the process of letting go.  I now realize that if I want to share my work with others, I must first learn how to let go of it so that each piece has a chance to find it's new home.  My fear, of course, is that with each piece that moves on, I have a little less creativity to share.  Well here's the kicker........just the opposite is true!! With the release of each creation, I am able to "declutter" my physical, emotional and spiritual space which in turns gives me more space to create.

Just as we all need to declutter our home to create more opportunity and growth so it is with our art.  I'm letting go........one piece at a time.